by speelyei » Sun Sep 18, 2011 11:17 am
when I pitch a board, usually I'm drunk. Sometimes it's cause I didn't surf well, but uusually it's cause I haven't surfed at all.
Don't rush pitching that board, savor it. Drag it out over an evening. Start with a few beers, sit around the burn pile, and wax poetic about the salad days out at the coast. Mull over the good times, laugh, and then fade into a slow buzzy burn over some old stuff that will never be resolved. Bemoan the lack of surf inland. Complain generally about your job and lot in life. Regroup, and look over the blessings, but move into hard alcohol and discard that in favor of a sense of betrayal. Blame your job, and intimate that it's your wife's fault that you haven't been surfing. Don't let up, we're getting into it now. Look at your board and feel mixed feelings over the good memories it stirs up, but temper that with the taunt of good times that will never be. Yes, things are going swimmingly. You're ranting now. Move into shots with no mixer. people are leaving you to your own raving. The floor tilts, vision becomes blurred and myopic. it's board pitching time. Look at the board, th freakin goddamn useless thing with it's hollow memeories of last summer, waves forgotten, and the thing is just laughing at yo now. you'll never get what you paid for it, and why should you give such a nice thing to some other jerkoff anyway? Drinking, we're feeling physical now. Just go with it. Move some stuff around, knock over some crap in the garage. The lights are on up at the house, the blind moves. Kicking stuff, we're talking about work and surfing and the economy, and looking at the board. What the f@#K good is it anyway? All dusty and pathetic, stupid a surfboard on a farm. f@#K it. It doesn't control me, I'm the master of my own destiny. Stupid shite, just material shite. Better to just smash it and quit living a lie. I work, and that's it. Choose, bitch, Your family and your job and your commitments, or your youth and all those places yo longed to see? Huh? Which is it gonna be, Peter Pan? Man enough to leave? Not man enough to stay? There's booze in our beard and we may have peed. This is it. This is the crescendo! I know what to do.... Pitch the board! Yeah!! When White rabbit peaks, throw the radio into the tub!! Knock the board onto the floor, and stomp it impotently. Fall down as you do so. Another ineffectual kick, and we're overcome with emotion. Get up, and slam the board on the wall, injuring your fingers in the process. That's good, picking up steam. Steam. Smoke. Where there's smoke there's gonna be a fire. The burnpile. Out the barn doors, quickly, a pyre! Oh you drunken fool, you've rushed headlong out the door, catching the nose and tail on the sides and snapped the poor board in half. wo pieces, not one. Half the spectacle. Crying now, the thing didn't even break cleanly, it's still held by the fiberglass that's cutting you, blood smeared on th ruined deck, fibeglass strands under the skin you may carry for months. Throw it onto the coals. It doesn't flare up. No explosion. Just a drunken idiot on the verge of 40 who's ruined a board he can't afford to replace and scared his wife in the process and despite it all, you will punch the clock for another 60 hour workweek like a wageslave pump dummy robot cause that's what it comes down to, man, that's what it comes down to. Now slump in the chair, before you go in the house. Cause God knows a real man would sleep it off here in the lawn chair and drizzle and your gonna tuck your tail and saunter back to the house, cause there's work tomorrow.
and that's how you pitch a board.