by bluesilver » Wed Jun 10, 2009 9:01 am
boring marriage, screaming/irritating children, sex once a week to week and a half...wife telling you the only way to your dreams is winning the lottery.
marriage is a waste of life. i'm sure its a phase...
i remember chasing my dreams like there was nothing stopping me. now it's all "keep dreaming, but give up" & "look at the baby, look at the baby" & stop f'ing telling me we are out of f'ing diapers at 10pm. Tell me we need f'ing s*** before we f'ing need it!
Her parents live next door. we thought it would be a good idea because they watch the kids while we work (and we pay them 400 bucks a month to do so compared to 1000+ for a stranger to do it). F*** i'm sick of her irritating mother. Stay the F*** away from my place you are NOT welcome here every other freaking night for an hour and NO I D NOT give a s*** what you think I should do with whatever I am doing. And by the way, I dont f'ing care that you have begged me not to move away with your daughter. We are adults, with lives. And if we decide to move to another state we f'ing will. Just becuase your life is based around some back problem and you spend your life moping around does NOT mean we feel sorry for your a**.
Some days I want to move as far away as possible, and sometimes I think about doing it alone.
When you know, you know; you know?